Uncertainty - Anxiety or Excitement ?

When you are uncertain, what comes to your mind: Anxiety or Excitement ?

Going back in time, I find, whenever I was uncertain, it was almost always Anxiety.

Why?

I was not confident of the outcome of my actions. I had no control over the situation I was being put into. I was not sure if I was doing the things right.

I thought I knew what I am going to do in next 6 next six months. Where I will be in the next 3 years. How I will be in the next 10 years.

Now that a whole new change is coming... there is huge amount of uncertainty.

But now there is excitement.

Why?

I am confident of my actions. I think I can turn the situations to my favour. I believe I am doing the right thing.

But, I have no clue what I am going to do in the next 6 months. I do not know where I will be in the next 3 years. I do not know how I will be in the next 10 years.

This uncertanity should create anxiety. But no, I am excited instead.

When in uncertanity, I was anxious but I could see the future.

Now I am excited about this uncertainty but something blinds me off the future.

And that's where the Irony is !!!

I think I just have to be prepared for everything, anything and then just go with the flow of heart !