How to call the tune of carnal desires....?
But first..., the question should be,
Shall we deny the very thing that makes us squeal...?
Yes, if it leaves a lament and feeling of guilt. Lament refrains from realizing "what has happened cannot be undone" and trammels the contemplation of future prosperity. So, to get good riddance of guilt, annexation of carnal desires is only but sacroscant.
Now, the most difficult part, how to crub it?
At this point of time my fingers rests as I cannot put forward one indisputable solution. I have failed myself at every resolution to crub my libidinous thoughts from shutting down my brain cells. But I have not disdained myself from these fiasco.
No matter what, I'll have to learn to find ways to keep my insatiable coitious longings from taking over my senses for momentary pleaseure in a compromising position and ridiculous after-effects.
Excerpts from My Diary [What Have I Learnt Today, 14th July 2007, Kolkata]
Monday, April 6, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
LOVE
Love is the quintessential human emotion that defines the unfathomable human character.
Excerpts from My Diary [3rd March 2008... B'Lore].
Here I am...
Here I am... Now WE are active here.
We - Me and my Irony...
All emotions have gone into a whiff of air. I feel emotionless. I write less of this diary.
How did I get here? Why did I not see this coming? Will I get over it? Why do I write less of this diary? Have I stopped Learning? [Info: My diary is titled: What have I learnt today!].
It seems I have...
I have become reactive instead of being proactive. I try getting all the emotions back into me. I even tried to go into a trance of silence, but it seems, pursuit of idiosyncratic character has turned me into a prig. I wanted to bring back the emotions of past. I tell myself I'll move on, but I am apprehensive of my future, struggling with my present and past is the only thing I contemplate.
Linga was right, I have to let go off the past. Now that is what I have to learn.
Remember, Just Do It !!!
Excerpts from My Diary [What Have I Learnt Today... 20th April 2008, B'Lore].
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